{"id":16,"date":"2016-01-02T19:29:26","date_gmt":"2016-01-03T00:29:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jenniferlkclark.com\/?p=16"},"modified":"2016-01-02T19:29:26","modified_gmt":"2016-01-03T00:29:26","slug":"beginning-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jenniferlkclark.com\/index.php\/2016\/01\/02\/beginning-again\/","title":{"rendered":"Beginning Again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am not unique in facing a new year and feeling suddenly inspired to do more! and better! and every day!, so here I am again, starting a blog.<\/p>\n<p>The idea came to me as clicked through to the <a href=\"http:\/\/revmolly.tumblr.com\/\" onclick=\"__gaTracker('send', 'event', 'outbound-article', 'http:\/\/revmolly.tumblr.com\/', 'Rev. Molly Baskette&#8217;s tumblr');\" target=\"_blank\">Rev. Molly Baskette&#8217;s tumblr<\/a> the other day. She is starting the new year with a series she calls <a href=\"http:\/\/revmolly.tumblr.com\/post\/136387972798\/apology-for-my-liberal-politics\" onclick=\"__gaTracker('send', 'event', 'outbound-article', 'http:\/\/revmolly.tumblr.com\/post\/136387972798\/apology-for-my-liberal-politics', '&#8220;Apology for My Liberal Politics.&#8221;');\" target=\"_blank\">&#8220;Apology for My Liberal Politics.&#8221;<\/a> And in the half a second it took to load her first post in the series, the thought flashed: I should write again.<\/p>\n<p>I mentioned it to James (he&#8217;s my husband), and he began to ask me questions: &#8220;Jot down some features you&#8217;d like in a Google doc. Themes, social media, image galleries&#8230;do you want it magazine-style or more like a personal blog? What sites do you like? What features do you like about those sites?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>And I was like, &#8220;Uh, can&#8217;t you just throw a generic WordPress theme on a domain and let me type in it?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>But I married him for a reason, and he&#8217;s right. I should think about what I&#8217;m doing here.<\/p>\n<p>Which was enough to make me think I shouldn&#8217;t bother. I&#8217;m not so egotistical as to think the world needs another blogger, shouting about my life into the cavern of the Internet.<\/p>\n<p>But then I went to church today. I have to admit, I didn&#8217;t expect to get much out of church today. It is the first Sunday of our pastor&#8217;s mini-sabbatical, so we have a fill-in preacher. But I went, because it&#8217;s my church, and because it&#8217;s important to keep consistant for my kids, and because I couldn&#8217;t stand another day of post-holiday cabin fever sitting around the house with a 5-year-old and an 11-month-old.<\/p>\n<p>And the stand-in preacher said something that resonated with me: Hiding your talent isn&#8217;t modesty; it&#8217;s a form of stinginess. If you truly don&#8217;t know what your talent is, ask. And then use it. Because if we are going to build a more loving world, we are going to need everybody&#8217;s best to do it.<\/p>\n<p>Well, my talent is writing and editing and communicating. And I&#8217;ve been a bit stingy with it of late.<\/p>\n<p>It feels very hubristic to think that anything I can write will make a difference in the world, but at the same time, it kinda feels like writing might just be my best shot at it.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m still not entirely sure what I&#8217;m doing here (sorry, James), but I&#8217;m going to start trying to figure it out. I want to be honest, I want to talk about struggles and successes, I want to talk about right and wrong, I want to talk about the kind of world I want to leave my children. So here I go.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am not unique in facing a new year and feeling suddenly inspired to do more! and better! and every day!, so here I am again, starting a blog. The idea came to me as clicked through to the Rev. Molly Baskette&#8217;s tumblr the other day. 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